I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
Honey, if you stay I’ll be forgiven.
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
For some reason
I thought you could save me.
I put you on a pedestal and
Called you “perfect.”
But that wasn’t you
And I’m the only one
To blame for my disappointment.
I WILL TAKE CONTROL OF MY DEPRESSION AND IT WILL NOT TAKE CONTROL OF ME
my sister got this lifesize cardboard cutout of sheldon from the big bang theory for christmas and i put him in my moms room right infront of the door and closed the door and waited in my room and i just heard the most terrified blood curdling scream come from her room followed by a lot of cursing at me
update, a surprise visitor during my moms morning shower
Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired.
Smile, even when you’re trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision.
Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy.
Trust, even when your heart begs you not to.
Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see.
Frolick, even when you are made fun of. Kiss, even when others are watching. Sleep, even when you’re afraid of what the dreams might bring.
Run, even when it feels like you can’t run any more.
And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without your experience—-you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So don’t live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started.